Never Enough For Him...

March 2, 2010
There was a time
when I thought you were for me.
I saw no flaws in my choice;
I guess I didn't see.

You didn't treat me nicely
despite how I treated you.
I cared for you, I loved you
and that you even knew.

I kept telling myself
that you could change your ways.
But you proved me wrong
every single day.

I didn’t know what to do then,
my heart was already broken.
You broke my heart and you used it
like some kind of game token.

You gained satisfaction
from other people's pain.
You never even cared for me

I realize now that it’s impossible
to even be your friend.
There is no chance left for me,
our relationships at an end.

I can't believe I never saw it before.
What had blinded me?
Everyone knew this would happen
How come I couldn't see?

I guess I was overconfident
that this would work out fine.
I guess I was mistaken,
I had crossed the line.

Things will never be
the way that I dreamed them to be.
You don't treat anyone with respect
so why would you care for me?

Why do I think that one day you’ll wake up?
One day you will see what you’ve done.
See the damage, the betrayal, the hurt, tears,
All of it.
But, no, you won’t ever wake up.
You won’t ever care about us.
Care about the hurt, feelings, everything,
Why won’t you just say?
I'm sorry Taylor
Is that so hard?
Now I’m numb
I’m torn, hurt, and crumpled.
And you’re the one to blame.
And you give a sh**.
Wake up!
Wake up and CARE, SEE, FEEL!
But no you won’t.

Why do I waste my time thinking that you will?
Thank you.
Thank you for lying to me every day.
Thank you for making me this way.
Thank you for all the hurt.
I’m sorry for ever thinking that you cared.
That you really loved me.
That you ever felt the same.
That you even wanted me.
Sorry I ever thought you cared for a minute.
Sorry for the inconvenience of my emotions and voice
Sorry I was never good enough for an arrogant ass son of a b**** like you!

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Milo! said...
Mar. 11, 2010 at 8:32 pm
I really love this. I really like how everyone can relate to this. I hope you keep writing, because this is great. You should check out some of my stuff. I think you would like it.
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