I have suprised myself
At how far I have come
How much I have accomplished
And who I have turned into
I am changed
It is an unexpected inexplicable change
All the ways I am different are for my good
At least that's what I have been told
I have also been made aware though
That some prefered me before I changed
What they prefered I do not know
I was not even aware of the fact that people liked me before
Before everything about me and my life changed
Before I realized that I wasn't being true to myself
That my goals were never going to be met if something didn't change
And now look at me
I look and act like I know what I am doing
Even when sometimes I don't really
Through this evolution I have realized that confidence is the biggest contributor to everything
That without confidence you are nothing 
I like the change
Change can be good
But everyday I wonder
What exactly did people see in the old me? 
I wish I knew