This poem is based on my best friend and me. She was thinking about doing drugs, and I was scared for her, because I knew what could happen to her if she did. So I ended up telling her parents, and she hated me for it, some of the things she said to me, the things she did were vary hurtful, and for a long time I thought I deserved it. I told her I was sorry, but she didn't care. She would play on my emotions too, I mean I would get my hopes up, thinking she was starting to forgive me, but then when I would call her and she wouldn’t talk to me, I would talk to her sister and her sister would tell me what she said but she wouldn’t talk directly to me. But what hurt the most is when right after she decided she didn’t want to be my friend any more, she became best friends with a girl she really use to hate, and she would rub it in my face. And her new best friend didn’t like me ether, and I knew the girl for a while and I never liked her but I was always nice, but she really treated me like crap. I mean when she would walk by me she would call me names under her breath, not loud enough for others to hear just me. For so long I blamed myself, I was angry at myself. But I started talking to a counselor and it took a while but eventually I began to see that she had no right treating me the way she did. Ya I might have hurt my her feelings by betraying her trust, but she knew how I felt about the whole drug thing, and I was trying to help her cus I loved her and I didn’t want to see anything bad happen to her. And even after what happened, I will always love her, even though she might not feel the same.