Painted smile on my plastic face
i show no emotions i am a disgrace
I wanna shout it out but i am too afraid of the consequenses of my never ending rage it simply gets buried down my stomach taste the bitter after taste physically and emotionally drained but my act pleases everyone treat me like garbage as you please for i am nothing i deserve nothing great only anger and hate kill me with your looks and your assumptions for nobody cares yeah life isnt fair but for me its worse no matter how much i try i still cannot be happy i have no purpose almost no will to go on whats the point of being here i only dissapoint and accomplish nothing if i were dead at least i wont let anyone down i wish i could live in the ground sleep eternally close my eyes and wish i could not see anymore but i dont want to be blind i want to end this strife end my putrid life