The rain runs down her white trimmed window, she's staring into an open mind feild thinking about all the mistakes she made. Like how her life came spiraling down into this black hole of heartbreak. So many things she wants to take back, all the moments she spent with him, how she thought he was the "one", and most of all how she thought it was the same for him. But just like all good things in life end the shock and pain is unbearable. If only he hadn't minipulated her heart to think this dream was a reality. To him, she was his new x-box game that is slowly mis-used, forgotton, left to break. That is left to deccay along with the stack of old games all of them he diddn't love; just used. And now she's sitting at her window trying to heal the pain he caused, to put things into a reality thats not based on fantisies or false love..no, the true love she wants and needs.
February 22, 2010