Looking into your eyes was a deadly mistake, when i fell in love with them, i fell in love with hate. You were bruised and beaten at such a young age, and your sadness quickly turned to unhealthy rage. I didn't know that sacrificing to you my beating heart would cause disaster from the start. Eternal sickness, though there is no witness, i can't come back to life. I don't want another to touch me like you, I don't want another to mean everything you do. An infinite misery of missing the one i once knew is better than letting in a heartless fool. Your the one i will love for all of my days, until my vows are driven to the grave. Dreams are deceitful, but they're all i know. I don't mind pretending, it's better than forgetting. So i'll continue to live in the shadow of all that used to be, cause in this lying beauty, your face i see.
I'll Love You
February 4, 2010