Look Down

February 18, 2010
You know what I hate?
The fact that I always feel alone
That fact that sometimes I feel like I never have anyone to turn to
I hate the way that one person could hurt me so much
A liar, a deceiver

One person shouldn’t make me want to feel this way
It shouldn’t make me want to punch a wall
It’s wrong that you provoke me to hurt myself
I’m Hurt all the time and It’s not always your fault
Does it look like Im happy?

Crying hurts me inside and out
It’s hard for me to love anything.
You keep me tight in a ball
Hurting all the time, Makes me love less

A smile here, a laugh there
Things easily used to hide the pain.
It hurts to say
That I’m sick of crap

Im sick of worrying about getting hurt
About feeling that I can’t open up
Down there, Keep looking Down
More, More, More!
That is how low you make me feel

It feels as though every time I open up
That I’m going to feel betrayed, lied to or just hurt

So as you keep looking
Trying to find that little piece of me
That belongs to Me
I’m going to grow
And Make sure that I’m never going to have
Anyone, Look that Down for me again

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illbehere4ever said...
May 31, 2010 at 7:25 pm
don't feel that way. im certain you have friends that love you and that you can open up to. just let go of the feeling that you are always gonna get hurt. you're not.
UndiscoveredSweets replied...
Jun. 1, 2010 at 2:57 pm

thank you. that so sweet. i do have friends i can talk 2. but i just have my moments where id rather just be by myself. when i wrote this i felt like writing more than talking ya know?

thanks tho :)

illbehere4ever replied...
Jun. 4, 2010 at 7:27 pm
Good, I'm glad and i know exactly what you mean. :)
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