Back Petal Try Again

back petal
try again
know this is not me and that is not him
start from the end work toward the beginning
where it was good

back petal
try again
press his sweatshirt into my face
rancid
vomit
try again

try to remember the sweet not
the bitter
confusion

back petal
try again
he says I luv you
with a u drop the e
pretend its the same
it's not

try again
whisper his name
in your sleep
in your dreams
sweat
scream
wake up

back petal
try again
ask for a change
to go back in time
wish it was different
wishes never come true

wish you could back petal
and try again