I sit here and think, there are mistakes, and heartbreaks, i've met the fakes. I've seen it all, I want to be on the other side of that wall, of good, bad, happy, sad, i'm tired of all the hell, everything should be well. I deserve better, I know I do. So as I sit here I regret the drinks i've tasted, the time i've waisted, all the stupid things i've smoked, but now in my life, i've choked. Im sorry to you, im sorry to all, now im on the other side of that wall.. so now i'm changing, rearranging, i'm done following, im swallowing. I'm sorry i'm not good enough but I will change. It was a phase of my life, and now it's over because now.. i'm sober.