Of course you want to talk to him. You love him right? You turned your back to me I openly sought comfort just in talking to you. But no you wanted to talk to your precious boytoy. Yeah I just called him that and you say I don't care but actually you don't care cause you haven't look in my eyes long enough to see the hurt and the pain that lies in there. Do you even realize that I am here? That I am this close to you that your heart is touching mine. No you haven't noticed nor have you given enough to care either! I want to be free from you, I want to break the deadly chains of you. I want the knife out of my back the knife that you stab my with and went crack. I can't trust you anymore. So I will walk away as a friend of yesterday.