My Heart

My heart is a conflict in my life.
I'm not talking about my emotional heart,
no my real heart.
It scares me how it races and beats hard.
I feel as though my heart is playing revenge on me.
What did I do to deserve this?
I'm to young to have such a problem.
Why is my heart working against me?
Why can't it work along side me?
Why can't the doctors find out what is wrong?
Why I tell you!
Why?
Can't it hear my tears running down my face,
or me begging it to have a normal life?
Will it ever listen?