she raises the blade to her arm
seeing all the other scars
the deep ones that will never fade
and the new ones from the other day
there is a reason for each one she makes
mostly based on her mistakes
they just don't get it
and she doesn't regret it
the pain is her escape
into a numb dream like state
so day by day
she fades away
tomorrow Will be to late
this time she went to far
blood dripping from her arm
she cries out for help
she can't believe what she felt
she falls into an unconscious sleep
awakening with the life she doesn't want to keep
another attempt to end her life
the next time it'll be done right.