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When I was Happy
When I was happy I would smile so big and laugh nonstop
My family would think I was on crack
But it didn't matter cause I had you
And I was happy
You said you loved me from the very start
My eyes weren't opened wide enough to see
I would deny I was in love and just say she's my bestfriend
The reason for this was cause I never wanted you to hurt or for you be hurt from me
I wanted never to lose you and all relationships end up in a loss of each other
I wanted our bond to last for eternity
So I pushed the truth away
We talked so much everyday and the constant repeating of your name would make me smile more and more
You told me you loved me, I said it back
I meant it, you were my bestfriend
My partner in crime, my cheeseball, my indian princess, my everything
But I ruined it
I hurt you, lied to you in the beginning and said a bunch of meaningless s*** to cover up the truth
I kissed her and never told you
I hurt the one person that could every make me happy
The best thing I could think of doing is letting you go
Let someone else be with you
Someone that deserves your love
Not me
I killed your trust, heart, and fill your eyes with tears
I was the murderer and killed us
Not you
I chose to do what I did
Saying sorry will never be enough
Its my fault and now I'm paying for it
I'm miserable
I cry and in so much grief
I hate myself for ever hurting you
But your free of me now
So be happy and try to smile
Be yourself
And never bring yourself down with a single thought of me
As for me
I will become a lonely man
I'll lie on a porch
Rocking away in a rocking chair with dogs surrounding me
Never happy and tears everyday stinging my eyes
Eventually reach my deathbed
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