I watch you as you walk towards me
Do you even notice me?
I am holding my breath
I am dreaming you remember my name
But you just walk by oblivious
I write your name with love on my notebook
My love for you is unfathomable
I wanna reach out and talk to you
So I say
"I love you"
You say "Do I know you"
A cute confused look on your face
Then you walk away,
looking back once.
And you must think I'm crazy
Now I hurt
My heart feels literally broken
Cutting helps the pain
I etch your name carefully along my wrist
Maybe I'll end this.
My torment.
My long nights of suffering.
Its hurts so much
Loving you