Loneliness.
a feeling that i know all too well.
it washes over me and drags me under,pulls me into myself,traps me in the smallest darkest corner of my mind,takes all my happiness and carelessness, strips away my control, and leaves me alone with my fears.
Colours seep through the walls of my mind. black steals my tears, yellow squeezes the breath out of me,pink rips away the rest of my emotions,orange dismantles all my senses and leaves me feeling numb.
the familiarty of the pain and nothingness calms me and leaves me wanting more.
Slowly the lonliness leaves me, my senses come back,and i can breathe again.