I lay in my bed at night all alone in the dark...memories come to my head. Memories i desperately try to forget. Memories of you. Memories of me. Memories of us...and how it felt to be happy. But those memories eventually fade but more take its place;;the memories of pain. Memories of tears and holding myself together and how you hurt me. But how it was all forgotten once we kissed. And i ask myself the same question...What is missing my in life? What do i really need? And it always comes back to you. Your smile. Your lies. Your name. Your games. Your voice. Your touch. And how what we have is never enough.
January 24, 2010