when something happens that you don't quite understand or can't comprehend it sort of throws you through a loop when its something you've seen or heard of but its never happened to you it really hits home when it does happen when you finally do understand and comprehend it all its like a dream that won't end like its not real because it cant be atleast not to you in your world of perfection where the unthinkable is never thought of and the impossible cant possibly be you walk around like you don't know where you'r going but the future your headed towards is missing what your past never treasured as much and your present treasures beyond its will because your conscience knows its real but your mind doesn't believe what it see's only see's what it needs to believe.