To be alone is like something is stabbing your heart. All you feel is the pain. You look out at the world and see all of these people with the ones they love. Holding hands and kissing. You think to yourself why cant i have that, and the thing stabbing at your heart goes in a little deeper. And you feel more pain. All of this pain makes you afraid of not being alone because you have never known anything else.
January 13, 2010