ABSENCE

January 23, 2010
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ABSENCE

I FEEL SO TRAPPED,
SO DISCONNECTED TO THE WORLD,
LIKE EVERYTHING
HAS DISAPPEARED.
I FEEL SO ALONE EVERYWHERE I GO.
NO ONE EVER WANTS TO KNOW HOW I FEEL
OR HOW I WANT TO HELP THEM.
I FEEL LIKE I’M BEING PUSHED AWAY INTO THE DARKER –SIDE OF THE UNIVERSE,
I FEEL SO BADLY HURT THAT I WISH FOR NOTHING
BUT BLISSFUL DEATH.
SOMETIMES, I LOOK OUT THE WINDOW
AND FEEL LIKE THE WORLD’S GOING TO COME DOWN AND CRASH RIGHT ON TOP OF ME
EBECAUSE I HAVE BEEN BADLY HURT BY MY FRIENDS,
BY THE FACT THEY DON’T CARE ANYMORE,
BY THE FACT THAT THEY HAVE FORGOTTEN OF WHO I AM,
I FEEL AS IF I MIGHT DISAPPEAR,
IT WILL BE AS IF MY EXISTENCE HAD NEVER BEEN LIFTED
LIKE MY LIFE WAS NEVER BORN.
I’VE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF HOW LIFE WOULD BE
IF I DIDN’T EXIST,
WOULD MY FRIENDS TODAY
BE THE PEOPLE THEY ARE TODAY?
OR SOMEONE NEW?
WOULD MY PARENTS HAVE A BETTER LIFE
WITH OUT ME?
OR A WORST LIFE?





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Powd3er said...
Jan. 28, 2010 at 11:41 am
This poem has great flow and insight.
I really enjoyed it.
Lovely poem darling =]
-Please check out the works that I have posted on here it would be highly appreciated and I think you would greatly enjoy them, Thankk youz-
XxIll tell you Im an orphan after you meet myy familyXx
 
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