She thinks she's already dead, but she's not. She prays he'll end her life, but he won't. She believes she's failed, but she hasn't. She wants to go back, but she can't. She knows it will be soon, but she's wrong. She feels pain every night, but he's not done yet. She tastes the blood in her mouth but she won't show it. She does everything he wants but he's still not happy. She'll never leave, she's trapped.