why did you do this to me?
it was out of nowhere.
i didnt expect it.
it hurt me so bad.
i couldnt breathe.
i felt like my lungs were ripped out.
i couldnt stop crying.
i felt like i was drowning.
why did you do this to me.
i have so many questions.
everyday is a new question.
was there something i did wrong?
there was wasnt there?
you want to be single cuz we are moving too fast.
i would have taken it slow.
you werent sure if you were doing it right.
you did everything right.
why did you do this to me?
i do drugs again.
i do them cuz i dont have you.
they are the closest i can get to happiness.
you told me the other night that you dont want me to do them.
i cant help it.
i do them cuz i dont have you.
you tell me you still care deeply about me.
if you did you wouldnt have left me.
instead you would be holding me right now.
i wonder how i cant have so much emotion for one person. you.
i cant help how i feel so deeply about you.
and it hurt know ill never have you in my life again.
i cant move on.
i dont want to move on.
why did you do this to me?