Not seeing the one important person day to day
Feeling like you don’t care
Showing me and my brothers and sisters that you don’t love us
Never calling e-mail write visitations
Deserting the most precious gifts God can give the world……your children
Never seeing our first step
Never sharing a birthday
Not being able to see us grow up
Making horrible decisions because I felt alone with no image of you around
The lies you told to me once I found you
Making put the blame on the wrong person
Making me think it’s ok to lie and hide and cheat and deceive people that I love
Your loss in my life affected me more than once
As a young girl not realizing how guys are
Letting guys take advantage of me
Letting guys play me
See how u treated my mom
The image of you tore me apart
Seeing you is like seeing all the bad I have done in my life
Tears of knowing and feeling like you don’t love me
Stress and actions making become the opposite of who I am
Growing up seeing myself getting like you
Abusive, dishonest, untrustworthy, a thief
Because of you you’re my worst enemy your way in not being here for me
Changed how I see life and view myself I told myself I would never get like you but Look
I’m just like u dad
Dad you’re my missing image
You caused my pain
You’re the source of my evilness
There is no turning back
Changing is hard
Changing is a difficult task
Changing is like throwing a piece of my away
For my life sake it has to be done
DAD only if you weren’t a Missing Image