started out so innocent
no,I dont wanna hang out today
because I dont feel like it
i thought it was natural

then I started eyeing the blade
a couple of glances,nothing too bad
one day i held it in my hand
but shuddering,i put it back

then,I cut myself
smiling with pleasure
as the pain cut through me
watching the blood ooze out

i enjoyed it
i wanted more
then, from 2 tears to half and hour
of crying everyday

i dont want to be this way
i dont want to be depressed
please save me
save me from this hell

dont let me get covered in scars
someone
please save me
because I am depressed