November 9, 2009
By , jaipur, India
started out so innocent
no,I dont wanna hang out today
because I dont feel like it
i thought it was natural

then I started eyeing the blade
a couple of glances,nothing too bad
one day i held it in my hand
but shuddering,i put it back

then,I cut myself
smiling with pleasure
as the pain cut through me
watching the blood ooze out

i enjoyed it
i wanted more
then, from 2 tears to half and hour
of crying everyday

i dont want to be this way
i dont want to be depressed
please save me
save me from this hell

dont let me get covered in scars
please save me
because I am depressed

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writer@heart said...
Jan. 13, 2010 at 11:07 pm
When i read this it basically described what happened to me. i just didn't feel like hanging out with people and that everything was going wrong, then one day i just grabed a blade and cut, and it became kind of like a drug. i had to cut, just to watch the blood and let the pain numb me. Excellent work.
himu131195 replied...
Jan. 16, 2010 at 4:26 am
thanx!.... i'm over tat now.....i hope u r over it 2
writer@heart replied...
Jan. 16, 2010 at 11:46 am
Yes i'm over it too. and no problem, good job.
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