everytime it happens i feel as if it was just yesterday.
ill explaine myself to the maximum extent but things play out all over again.
im back to being misunderstood.
but of course she will just shed some tears tell the complete oppisite and show no fears beacuase she knows she can flip the script and make it all convincing.
ill tell him once ill tell him twice before i come out looking like i always have ill point all the facts towards the person who was never right.
change still feels the same and after it i lay awake at night feeling like it was always my fault why should anyone believe me
her lies live to tear me apart and decieve me.
her face screams manipulation and mine whispers see through her as i have.
things have turned around but with all that happens with her they seem just as bad.
im happy with everything in life many things are twice as amzing as they never used to be. change still feels the same with everything about her haunting me.