I'm Sick

By , Elverson, PA
I'm sick.
Sick of lying,
Sick of trying,
Sick of crying,
Sick of living in a world full of nothing but empty words, and hollowed out feelings.
Sick of feeling nothing but pain for things that I have no control over.
Sick of sitting in my room with tears running down my face.
Sick of having no positive comments.
Sick of the sadistic joy that you all get from watching me suffer.
Sick of all the negative feedback.
Sick of getting lied to.
Sick of being stabbed in the back.
Sick of the false love,
The empty "I love you" 's.
Sick of being despised for nothing.
Sick of others being blamed for the person I've become.
Sick of being loved by people who don't matter.
Sick of loving people who don't deserve it.
Sick of the sympathy.
Sick of him.
Sick of her.
Sick of you.
And sick of myself.
Sick of hoping that this will all end.

I'm so sick...
I might not be able to make it.
And no one seems to give a f***.

kbt/3.25.08





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LowRain said...
Mar. 6, 2010 at 10:43 am
i was like "wow" when i read this. i like the line "i'm sick of being loved by people who don't matter" thats how i feel every day too. its like the pwople you want to love you, dont even realise you want and need them.
 
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