Today I will close my eyes for twenty seconds and let go of everything. Today I will remember how it feels to be held, remember how it feels to be warm from your skin. Today I will do at least one thing I am afraid of. Today I will stay up late, count to numbers that don't exist, and laugh about the times I never had. Today I will write something beautiful and mysterious, that even I don't know the end to. Today I will close my eyes and never think about you again.