i don't want to be remeber by the bad things i've done in the past.like, a rerun,my past physical aggression has been in control of my life since, i can remeber.i only used it cause i thought i was in-control but it turn out it was controling me. so i took a chance to hold my future. cause i had made the decision to stand up for myself. so i would get pushed around.But see i used my power in the way people did to me. u see it turned out i was pushing other around.then it came clearly to me i was the bully. i was the one that was hurting people, i was ruining my own pride and becoming one of them ...........a jerk