Insanity

I feel myself being pushed
and coming closer to that
fragile edge

I twould be so easy just
to fall

to fall and never have to get up

But i can't do that
not now when I have a job to do

But does that mean
I will fall when the job is done?

Do i WANT to fall?

I fear myself
I fear insanity

Am I pushing myself?

How scary to fear your own mind
to be trapped within this
weak mind and flesh

Left thinking
How far will I be bent
before I break?