I am...forever changed.
I have moved up a step on the "totem pole of life"
I am no longer a naive and innocent little girl.
I am an experienced, yet guilty young women.
It was painful, uncomfortable and wrong.
It was exciting, breath-taking, and liberating.
I now find myself in a new taxonomy.
I have crossed the line that separates "the men from the boys".
Though...I don't regret what I have done.
I do not have him on my mind...and I will not find him on my mind.
I gave away my last piece of innocence. And no...
I do not want it back.
I am...forever changed.