Depression since 07.
Found a stupid solution.
That would lead me to a bad conclusion.
So I gotta get my head right.
But damn I can’t.
I see those pills in the kitchen counter.
I take 1, 5, 10, and 15.
Next thing I know I’m on 25 taking my 26th.
But I stopped overdosing for the family.
Now I’m good friends with cutting real deeply.
Damn those nights I feel so alone.
I take my blade out of my back pocket.
Damn the blade so cold.
Next thing I know my wrist bleeding.
& I’m tearing.
So somebody reach out & help me out.
Please teach me a better solution.
Becuz I really can’t see it.
& right now I’m starting to feel real distant.
Damn I need some serious healing.