The hardest part of saying goodbye; is having to do it again every day.
Fear, pain, and remembrance of you is what I am facing every day.
Confused, scared, and depressed is who I am every day.
Sad, lonely, and weak is who I am every day without you by my side.
What could have been is a question I ask myself every day.
I will look back on this night and remember the courage, strength,
And backbone I had in writing this.
You were the guy I loved every day and night,
But now you are just a memory, I will cherish.
A changed person is who I will be someday.
but letting go is what I’m doing today.