I wonder

December 3, 2009
By , Cincinnati, OH
I didn't choose this,
I didn't choose my alcoholic mother,
My over-stressed and unhappy father,
And all the annoying little moments.
I didn't choose this life.

I always dwell on ideas like these.
Ideas that flood my mind
Ideas that haunt my dreams.

I always wonder what things would be like,
If everything changed,
If I could change people.

Now I say it would be better.
But what if it wasn't?

I get so upset now,
But now I think about how happy I am with the rare happy moments that come.
So I will continue to wonder.
But will do nothing

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