The Relevancy of Life and All that Reside in its Deathgrip

They say life is like a box of chocolates.
You never know what you're gonna get.
But that's not necessarily true.
I know.
I always know what I'M gonna get.
Pain.
Pain.
More pain.
Always.
It's like a vicious circle, my life.
Every time I manage to scramble my way up,
To get just the tiniest breath of fresh air,
God inevitably decides to drag me back under again.