I am here, empty, expressionless, waiting for you to magically return. My curiosity never fails me, I look outside the window; all I see is sun that spreads over everything, I feel so depressed when everything else feels so happy, and upbeat. Why do i have to be such a downer? I put on my act and mask for school, I pretend everthing is normal, but through my pretending I bottle every true feeling I have up, and when i come home I let it all out towards my family. My life is a constant lonly battle, that i am fighting alone.
November 17, 2009