I don't want to regret
But I somehow hoped one day
We would share,somehow,together a life
I want to stay only yours
Somehow forever
I know that is only wishful thinking
I know it won't happen
I know sometime soon
I will have to say goodbye
I'm so scared to feel this
I am so scared to love you
Because i know that,
I hold no place in your future
I smile
Even just seeing you
I hope your disappearance from my life
Will not do me too much harm
I feel like somehow,
I need you
But maybe I'm just too young
To really know what i am feeling
Maybe it is all an illusion
A cruel trick of life