life hurts

November 23, 2009
By Jessicunt GOLD, Jennings, Louisiana
Jessicunt GOLD, Jennings, Louisiana
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Favorite Quote:
The best way to waste your life, ... is by taking notes. The easiest way to avoid living is to just watch. Look for the details. Report. Don't participate.”

Chuck Palahniuk

“We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create someth


Wishing
waiting
for an answer to my dreams
I’m wrong
I’m right
I fight
I bite
I need someone to hold me right here tonight
its impossible to think someone actually cares
when all I get is sex and then they leave me scared
maybe a little x will kill the pain
I’m tired of feeling shame
I need help
Now is not the time to yelp
I’m scared and all I need is someone I can trust
I’m tired of being in lust
So this is what its like to be a teenager
It hurts
I need to find a hearse
Maybe I’m crazy
I scream for no reason
I’m craving
To be in a different region
This part of the world sucks
I cant use this as a crutch
I cant be oblivious
I’m tired of being lascivious
Being filled with such lust
I cant live my life right
Just tuck me in tonight
I need you
Where are you
I need you
And you leave me
I’ll show no mercy
You’ll be sorry
I promise
Sorry that you ever left
Sorry that you didn’t come back
Sorry that you left my heart shattered in a million pieces
Sorry that you didn’t help me
Sorry that you wasn’t there to save me
Sorry that you couldn’t stop me from dieing
Sorry that I pulled the trigger
Sorry that I took those drugs
Sorry that you were too to come see me
Too bad I could’ve been the perfect daughter to you
The perfect girlfriend to him or her
The perfect lover
The perfect sinner
I could’ve been thinner if that’s what you want
I could’ve made love more passionately if that’s what you want
I could’ve listened more if that’s what you wanted
But you never told me anything
Never made me understand
And now its your fault
You may cry
You may sigh and wish I was there
But I never will be again
And its all your fault
Life hurts doesn't it?


The author's comments:
my dad left when i was little my mom left and came back so many time i cant count and when i finally fall in love i either leave or they do and in this case i left and i messed up because hes a two faced liar oh well

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