the darkness squeezes around
and my heart rate speeds up.
staring at the message box
that you are in.
you say you cannot get him off you mind
but when it comes to me
you are that reluctant thought.
you say you are crazy for him
and i might go crazy if I keep listening.
but the injustice is that i cannot force myself to stop.
you are not blue
but i call you a smurf,
a cute smurf at that.
i have told you things
that to no other i let break my lips.
you are what i care about,
what i want the most
and what makes me insane.
with you,
i blissfully lose my sanity.