Hard to Figure Out??

Am I really so hard?
Hard to understand?
That complex?
Too complex for you to understand?
Okay, here I’ll lay it out for you
I’m a girl
I’m not like most girls
I have feelings
I’m not a one night stand
Not a slut,
Hooker,
Or anything like that
People may look at me that way,
But I’m not that way
Can’t they see?
Can’t they understand?
No they can’t
No one can understand me
I’m too much for them to handle,
With my constant mood swings,
That my mother calls depression
I don’t believe them
They don’t know me
I know me
I know me better than anyone ever has or ever will
I’m not so hard to figure out though
There’s just a few tight knots,
Then I unwind myself
That’s not too hard,
Now is it?
I’m not that hard,
Hard to figure out