As i sit here and cry, im thinking you. Im lost and confused. What should i do? Ive been making it up as i go along, not a care in the world. Its time to face reality babe. What that means, im not quite sure. Theres gotta be a better way. Why does this hurt so bad? The pain never goes away. Its like a shadow, not always visible, but always there...wherever i go. The depression is overwhelming. Im staying alive for you. Whithout you, my life is meaningless. With each breath i take, thoughts of you smother me. I believe your love is real but how can i go another day without you? the loneliness eats me away. Theres gotta be a better way. I cant comprehend my helplessness. I dont understand it, but i love you and that will never change babe.
October 21, 2009