You look at me, and my heart starts to beat faster adn jump up into my throght. You see me watching you from across the romm, and smile. But I cant return it. I just turn my head and shake it slowly. I see you lator in the hall, and you try to grab my hand, but i pull away before you have the chance. You look into my light brown eyes, and you ask, "Baby, why do you turn away when I smile at you from across the room? Why do you pull away when I try to grab your hand? Why do you step back when I try to show you that i care?" I take one look at you and the tears start to come. I just say 4 words than walk away. "I can't have you"
October 19, 2009