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Daddy, where have you gone?

October 18, 2009
By Shebyy BRONZE, Vancouver, Washington
Shebyy BRONZE, Vancouver, Washington
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Favorite Quote:
"'...There is only one sin, only one. And that is theft. Every other sin is a variation of theft...When you kill a man, you steal his life,' Baba said, 'You steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. When you cheat, you steal the right to fairness. Do you see?'" --The Kite Runner, Khaled Hosseini


Remember when I used to get excited when you walked in the door?
I used to scream
And jump into your arms,
Because it was there that I knew that I was safe.

I knew Daddy's arms was the best place to be,
Right up there with sitting in his lap,
Eating fish and laughing at things I didn't understand.

The word "Daddy" used to be one that brought a grin to my face,
Because "Daddy" was my best friend,
My knight in shining armor.

"Daddy" was the guy I talked to when I was sad,
Or told when other kids were mean to me,
Because I knew Daddy would take care of it.

Daddy was my hero.

"Daddy",
A word I now cringe at the thought of.
No longer do I wait for you to pull up in the driveway,
Instead I dread the sound of the garage door opening.

I don't look to you as a hero anymore,
Rather something I despise.

I don't know who you are,
But I can't call you my "Daddy."

No, Daddy was a good man,
Someone I looked up to,
You? You are someone I detest.
Someone I can't wait to get away from.

"Daddy" never made mommy cry,
"Daddy" never yelled,
"Daddy" never acted like he was king of the world.

No girl,
No child,
Should be terrified of what will happen when "Daddy" walks in the door,

No Child should have to watch their mom cry,
Day after day,
Hoping "Daddy" might love her like he used to.

I guess what I'm trying to say,
Is, "Daddy,
Where have you gone?"


The author's comments:
This was probably the hardest poem I have ever written. My father and I used to be very close, and it kills me to watch him become what he has. I guess what I want people to know, more so my family, is that even though I miss him, or you may miss your father, which ever the case, don't forget what he WAS. Don't forget what he has done for you, even it what he is doing now hurts.

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on Nov. 10 2009 at 3:46 pm
purplemusician SILVER, Columbus, Indiana
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Favorite Quote:
"those who matter don't mind, but those who mind don't matter" ~ Dr. Seuss

I can relate to this so much. I hope things get better for you and your family. :)