i wish i didn't love.

i love the way you're the blood running through my veins.
i love how you are the very air i breathe.
i love how you make my heart beat so irregularly.
i love how you mean nearly nothing to me.

i love how you answer as if i'm another girl.
i love how you ignore me whenever i mention her name.
i love how you still play as if i don't know anything.
i love how you'll changed and will never love me the same.

i love how you spend all your time with your friends.
i love how you always forget about me.
i love how i'm somehow always left alone.
i love how i've blinded myself so i won't have to see.

blind eyes see farther than 20/20.