To my dad,
You are no father figure to me, when I grow up I hope
To be just like you, when I grow up I hope I am not like you,
The only time you want to talk to me, is to yell,
Every time your name comes up on caller id, it is
Oh what now did I do, it’s not hi, how was your day.
Don’t tell me you love me cause you never do, and I don’t believe you
I have hate for you, You didn’t talk to me for 3 months,
You didn’t care about me,
You still don’t I am sorry I am such a shame to you.
What happened is the past let go, If you only knew
How much it mean to me to hear I love you more often and for
Me not to be the adult not the be the responsible one,
You were never there and you still aren’t and one day
I think you are going to miss me
Like the days I use to sit and wait for you,