I try to rub the sleep out of my eye's and try to tell myself today is going to be a diffrent day, but inside I know it's all just one big lie. There's a fire burning inside my head, and no matter how much I try to calm the flames my head is always filled with doubt. I try to smile, but it always fades, what can I do or say to make myself feel like I'm going to be okay. I thought of death fills my mind, but I always say I'll change my way. A struggle with in me is about to take place, would you care to join in?