The girl i never had.

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When my Eyes met her Beautiful brown eyes.
I knew she was something Special
Untill She broke me heart
Even in my dreams he was stealing her away from me
I wanted her more than anything
I felt invisible, even if she looked at me
I had nothing left, or so i thought
I would be depressed and disoriented
and I couldn't think, she was the only thing on my mind


Every time i saw her i nearly burst into tears
I tried everything to stop the pain
I wanted her for myself
but she had other plans
On Valentines Day I nearly lost it
She called me in tears
and she got me to stop

She probably thinks im crazy.
But, mabye i was
I could have been back then
If I could, I'd wish it away
I wanted to hold her One more day.

She was the girl I had, but I didn't
Nothing more than that
No matter how hard i tried
I still had a fake smile
I knew in my heart she was sad.
But i couldn't make her Realize.

I always wondered what she was thinking
about my addictions, about my pain, and about my burning affection for her.
She probably hates me know, after all i've said.
I was so stupid!
i wish i could go back in time and stop myself.
Things would be better then.

She couldn't sleep, eat, or function
She was to worried about me.
I should have been smarter
I shouldn't have scared her

She was my everything
I was her nothing
She's the Girl i never had.
and that's all she'll ever be

9/22/09





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Brndi said...
Oct. 6, 2009 at 12:41 pm
aww this is really sad but very good poem... i can feel the emotion you put in it. you did a very good job! don't stop writing... much love <3..
 
Ry'nH replied...
Oct. 11, 2009 at 2:54 am
Thank you for the Support :)
I've been alittle busy with school so i haven't been able to write in a while :(
 
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