Forgotten | Teen Ink


September 23, 2009
By CiaoB3lLa GOLD, North Myrtle Beach, South Carolina
CiaoB3lLa GOLD, North Myrtle Beach, South Carolina
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As long as my world keeps turning
My heart will never stop hurting

The spirit in my soul fades each day,
Knowing that your there, but you never come my way.

You ran from my life, once you got a new wife
You shouldn’t stop caring, just cause you got married.

You left from my heart, and left behind a wound;
A gash so deep, that it will never close.

I use to be your little girl, and you use to be my dad;
But then I had grown up and you just grew mad.

If only you realized how much you had meant,
Then maybe you’d acknowledge me,
And maybe you wouldn’t have left.

I wish you wouldn’t forget me and realize that I’m still here;
That you would hopefully remember me
And stop drinking your beer.

But your kids don’t come first, and neither does being a dad.
But I was your little girl first,
And I’m sorry that it makes me mad.

I can’t help but to hate you, because of all the wrong things you did.
But somehow I can’t stop loving you; it must be because I’m your kid.

I miss you so much and I miss your warm hugs
I miss you just holding me and I miss my daddy’s love.

I wish you’d just stop and care
That I’m no longer there
And just miss ME and realize that I actually exist
So I can stop hoping, dreaming, and wishing I did.

All I want is to be your little girl again,
For you to look at me that same way you once did.
To hug me and love me so my heart can mend.
But you’re too busy with your new wife and new life
And I was just a simple mistake-your accident.

I love you so much and you don’t even know,
If only you saw me for me, then maybe you’d know.

If I waited for you
Then I would drowned in my sorrow
If I waited for you then I’d probably die tomorrow
Because I know you won’t come, and I know that you’re not there,
You’re gone from my life….
And still you don’t care.

Sometimes I wish you would die and disappear forever,
So I can just forget and not ever remember.

I’m sorry for messing up and not being enough,
But I want you to know that I really did try,
It’s not a joke or a lie-
I don’t care what anyone has to say-
I’m truly sorry!

You really cut me deep,
Memories are all ill keep!

So now these tears fall down my face,
Never to end
And never to escape.

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