how i wish i could start a new, fresh start, new slate, longing to have no history with you.
Longing to forget your voice, your figure, your face. how i wish i could start a new,to be a painters canvas, to be clean and unpainted. while i wait to be blank and untainted, i think of you.
Oh how i wish i could start a new, to ease the pain, to alleviatethe haertachce. Have no past, no earlier existance, to be noticed i wish not. to no longer be the girl painted next to you for eternity, but to be just the girl.
How i wish i could start a new, to be remembered for being me, not the girl with you. to be painted on a canvas alone, no longer the girl with the man. be painted alone, like the mona lisa; so plain and yet so extrodinary. how i wish i could start a new