"I said I'll stop
but I had to do it once again
another again and I'll be done"
thinking this thought and many thoughts
got me contemplating, my mind dictating
feelings jiverating, intuition consolidating
showering me, engulfing me, taking over me
I don't know what to do---
When I have my conscience from God telling me
"no turn around" and on the other hand,
I have pop ups in my mind
like a virus from the devil's palms
should I stop, or should I take this one step further
humiliating myself,all this hardship,all this progress
resisting sin then adding on to it?
why am I thinking like this
another again, shouldn't it be never again...