my feelings

I sit in silence
And cry in darkness
I flip through the pictures
That remind me of you
I think about the past
About the times we spent together
About the times we just talked
And every single time I just cry

and wish there was something

more between us
I've held you in my heart
But I don't think you have a place

for me in yours
I cry myself to sleep because of

you
I make myself bleed because of you
I'm always thinking of you but

sometimes that isn't enough
I have to see you one last time
Before I drown myself in this thing

I call life.