The walls seem to close in
the days seem to drag on for which seems like forever
you cant really tell the difference between a dream or reality
nothing seems real anymore
it seems the more you want it to be a dream
its more of a reality then you wanted
it only seems to get worst
to get harder to hold onto the world you call reality
or is your reality a dream?
You feel very alone and unwanted
like the feelings that people have for you is not a reality byt an illusion
caused by a figment of your
dreadful imagination.
Your wants and your needs
were not really there
and its really hard to bare
the thought of nothing being what it seems
but being what they aren't